At one point you miss someone and all of the sudden, nostalgia hits you. You stare at nothing, giggle, and remember those little things in your head.
But sometimes you just miss that someone and you feel helpless.. On a rainy afternoon while warming…
The skies are giving a hint about another rainy nighttime. I smell the grassy breeze as I stood outside holding a book that I’m supposed to study. Then the skies began roaring so I went back to my room. Everything was serene. I was home all alone.
Maybe sometimes I could get so aloof.. or maybe a little awkward about myself. Sometimes I feel bursting with happiness and sometimes I don’t, and that’s exactly I’m feeling. A little weird but I don’t know. I have no idea where these sad thoughts are from.
I could not think of other things that would help maximize felicity. It’s just I feel melancholy right through my bones. Yes, I’m feeling horrible and sad.
Well okay, I have to study now. That’s the best thing I can do now.
I have to get back to my real life.. I mean, Tumblr’s my life but I need to face the truth that I have three laboratory reports to finish..
You left me traces of love.
Like the stains that I can’t take off of my favorite clothing.
Gawd.
Better not to tell you how I feel.
You might walk away.
Worse, I might lose you… asshole.
We held hands, played around, and might as well have a chance to kiss.
You were not special but you gave me the feeling I should treat you like that.
Tired and all mind fucked, you wrapped your arms around me and slept over my shoulder.
You grabbed my hand and placed my fingers in between yours.
We stayed like that for a long while. Kinda awkward and.. I dunno.
On my way home, I can’t help but think of it again.
Implicit and am not capable of really saying it but okay.. I’ll give way for another.
Maybe that day went out wrong.
I should not have let you do that.
You are a facade.
I used to sing this song whenever the mood’s melancholic.
I remember myself listening to this repeatedly whenever the ex guy did something ridiculous. Haha. Poor me. Those childish lovin’ days. I just laugh at it now. XD
sometimes i would act so stank
many times that i would have mood swings
few times i get mad to everyone
but i assure you in no time, i’ll get myself better
teach me how to get serious at once
tell me i should mean the words i say
i ain’t too numb to feel you have something in your heart
but it’s not you whom i wanted
yea, i miss you, and i do think of you
but it doesn’t mean a thing to me
i mean, it’s normal and it’s not only you i think about
yea, you’re a friend
and you’ll be just a friend to me
nothing more, and could not go less
i’m sorry
you better hate me now
forget that you loved me once
yea, i could utter “i love you too”
but again, it’s the love i feel for all my friends, just like you
never cry, be a man
you fell in love with the wrong person in me
thanks but i’m sorry
