we never
wrestle were strong
with we enough
our because to
thoughts fight
these
demons
alone.
Into Your Gravity
tall enough
all i ever notice was your chest
once upon a time
i felt the warmth there with your arms
walking on fast pace
to keep my eyes meeting yours
precluding the chances
of awkward hi – hellos
back in old apartment
little talks, meeting old friends
looking at empty stumps
a momentary cut back of lost romance
bid adieu
bound to sulk in my room
walked downstairs
and i saw you
startled with the encounter
and you were talking to me
a nerve-cracking stimulus
gave a cold response and left
deep down in my guts
butterflies were freed
you saying my name
the sweetest earshot i ever heard
into your gravity
clearly i am attracted
over and over
but that you didn’t know
11:11
From your hazelnut stare
To the sound of your soft foot steps
As I write about you
Nothing comes in coherence
Always stuck in your aura
Caught off by your smile
Talk and look right through me
Nothing else matters
Time spent for shallow talks
Laughs that complement my stupidity
All along with those connections
Nothing is more worthwhile than this
After daydreaming, I wish for you
For you to think of me as well
And in the night I’d still wait
For the eleventh minute, for another wish
Twice as much as my efforts
And the bittersweet thoughts of you thinking of me
Enveloped by this infatuation
Nothing else causes this emotional faulty
Felt a crack to my skull
Then the thought of false wishes came
It should be for you to feel what I already felt
Mi corazon, please dig in deeply
Seek beyond what your eyes can see
It is affection, strange but true
Never hopeless for you to feel the same
11:11, just this one for me
Inconsistent
by face, trust no one
looks harmless
but the poison is inside
speaks the truth
caught in a tragic lie
now force me to ever believe
rants for wrong
does the fault unknowingly
surely hypocrisy is sweet
do a little thinking
i strongly suggest
for a poor soul that you have
forgive me for noticing
forgive me for striking sharp
but forgive yourself as well
get out of trouble
no one reacts without a hint
and then cut your stubborn nerve
Hindsight
an unexpected intersection
marked by a little awkwardness
the usual warm greeting
long walks along the street
untimely meeting
late evening sessions
lame moments and awkward gestures
a kiss to kill the tension
imperative to the situation
twisted thoughts all around
hearts race at a marathon
one’s scared to lose
aggravated by longing
a desire for concealed things
inevitable to fall for it
a trap that we’re both in
careless or carefree
nothing matters but the flesh
ignited by a common thing
everything were surrendered
an unknown identity
a risk to know every inch of you
puzzled to that twist
a thing that gives anxiety
synonymous to euphoria
yeah, that’s you
you’re more than anything
take me to utopia with you
Spitting melancholic souls..
Your aura’s ambient.
I was drowned in an imaginary depth of your pumping machine.
Though you are not that menial and you criticize severely,
Stand still..
It’s funny the way our eyes meet.
‘twas uncanny.. I really think there’s a thing to be told.
Walked manly and gone normally,
That pulchritude got ne hanging.
I’m hoping to see you still in funny papers..
That I won’t see you with a hand outstretched to the other one.
Feel nothing for this and I’ll be thinking it’s guttural.
I won’t hesitate to spit this out.
*to be continued..
